you're the philip to my aurora
the han to my leia
the paul to my holly
& the hitler to my eva

today, i'm on fire

i almost did this, i almost did that
just a week ago i said, "what if
i took it all back..."
i'm thankful i can't, i'm thankful i didn't
had i chose that though
things would be different...
i may not be on a track of stereotypical success
but to me i'm all that matters
i feel that i am blessed
i've done more by now than you'll do in five years
and it's all because
i dove head first into my fears
you are all playing safe and afraid for what you want
can i give you some advice
go for it & suck it up

just start with your name

sweat, heat, passion
want, need, desire
pain, hate, regret
lust, love, lost

June 1, 2010

fameless

oreos and cigarettes
awkwardness
social inept

sleepless nights
down the hall
awkwardness

tea and kittens
worry-dolls
oreos and cigarettes

bitter, not jealous

stupid...
professionals?
not really
those who can
do
those who can't
teach
its people like you giving me a bad name
its people like you giving them a bad name
and theres nothing i can do about it
professionals
are supposed to actually know what they are doing
not a lucky guess
not a chance occurrence
work hard
get far
riding in on anothers refined path
is cheap
worthless
if you dont know what youre doing in the first place
you dont know the opportunities you arent taking advantage of
theres no way you can be in it for the money
when there is none

...networking

it still hurts, even if we were only 'just friends'

i dont understand what happened
& i probably never will
i think im okay with that
i dont think i want to know

hey you

remember when
remember when
remember when
please don't tell me
you've already forgotten

remember when
remember when
remember when
we smoked outside
in the early morning
cool and chilled
but it was perfect

remember when
remember when
remember when
we made up words
on your alcohol stained couch
the awkward beginnings
of a life changing friendship
at least for me
& i'll never regret it

remember when
remember when
remember when