RE: I need to just chill the fuck out.

I am 21.726 years old.

Based on family history, and hoping I don't get involved in any freak accidents, I have between 38.274  and 74.274 years left to live. That's still a lot of time..

A lot of time to make mistakes

A lot of time to change my mind

A lot of time to pretend

A lot of time to not know my purpose

A lot of time to lay around and do nothing

A lot of time to sulk

A lot of time to hate on myself

I need to stop freaking out about everything.

I can make changes now

I can be an adult 

I can know what I want

I can change my mind about it later

I can blow all my money

I can work my ass off and save

I can do anything I want

I can make a bad choice

& If I do, it's not the end of the world.

I have plenty of time to make mistakes and try new things and change my mind.

Maybe some day I will figure it all out; I've got plenty of time. 

(http://oreosandcigarettes.blogspot.com/2011/08/i-need-to-just-chill-fuck-out.html)

aged

im so confused

i thought i knew what i wanted

and i do

but i dont

and i guess i never will

i thought...

on to the next one

establish false connection

breed deceit

live the fake

pick innocence clean

drink trust dry

toss purity

burn the bones 

Fit

invite only to the promise of record

give and pull

at least I make sense

and you breathe less

Feb 15th, 2013 5:34pm

beautiful and the tragic

comfort in deceit

the irony of life and love

obsessive compassion

unhealthy company

I'M BACK!

I've missed you.