it still hurts, even if we were only 'just friends'

i dont understand what happened
& i probably never will
i think im okay with that
i dont think i want to know

hey you

remember when
remember when
remember when
please don't tell me
you've already forgotten

remember when
remember when
remember when
we smoked outside
in the early morning
cool and chilled
but it was perfect

remember when
remember when
remember when
we made up words
on your alcohol stained couch
the awkward beginnings
of a life changing friendship
at least for me
& i'll never regret it

remember when
remember when
remember when