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clearly there is something wrong with me
how i am feeling is not normal
it's not natural

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i know i'm not the only one
it may not be natural
but they're common

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there's tons of people out there to help
but you have to pay them
i don't want that

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i have no idea why i am feeling like this
i know it's unreasonable
but here we are

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why can't i just go back to the way i was
i used to be a normal person
why did things change?