Chai

I, Daena Elaine Urbanski, am 20 years old. I live in a not-so-small-but-big-either town in the ever so seasonally bipolar Northeast Ohio. I don’t know what I want for myself.

Things that are currently making me upset, being as specific as possible and appropriate for being on the internet where everyone can access it:

My brother and his engagement

My mother and her husband

My father

My friends

My job

…being alone

Ya know what, I think I can sum up all of my problems in one statement.

“I hate my job and I hate that I am no one’s priority.”

Totally living the cliché right now.

Sitting at panera

Sipping chai tea

And not doing anything productive.

And by that I mean I am sitting here

Creeping on facebook

And then blogging about it

What has my fucking life come to? I'm only 20 years old and I feel like I'm 100 and ready to die.*

I don’t really know but I just burned the fuck out of my tongue.

*Not like suicidal, but like "I am old. I have lived this life. I am ready for the next one. Ready, go!"